omg, what a movie, what a movie...

don't tell me about it...

quite a special night, tonight...

"for we do no longer know
what we can no longer hold
on days like these our heads fill up with smoke
and our memories grow old"



Only when you're gone
And away
Only when you're gone
Gonna need a hammer and nails
To construct this bitter love song
This cruel testamented song
That rings out only when you're gone
Only when you're gone
And away
Only when you're gone

Rude are the tongues of love
That speak of mercy for us all
And leave us only with a song
And leave us only with a song
Now it's a cold and hollow whisper
That consoles my body when you're gone
Only when you're gone
And away
Only when you're gone

And it's only when you're gone
And away
Your ghost runs through me in that special way
It's a nice old town
My hometown
Come for the darkness in this prison cell
I love you long and I love you well

So bury me in the kitchen
Bury me in the stones
Oh, bury me everywhere you go
In the shadows of the hallway
Oh, for we do no longer know
What we can no longer hold
On days like these our heads fill up with smoke
And our memories grow old
Only when you're gone
And away
Only when you're gone

Gone away
And gone away



The camera spins around the room
Passed all the faces that I've known
I see the smiles in black and white
In the dark of friday night

My friend we share a secret
Tonight. The film is turning
Our shadows flashing throug the halls
Through the stairs with clanking bottles

It's friday night and there are tears in my eyes
My friends and I are dancing in black and white
It's friday night and there are tears in my eyes
My friends and I are dancing in black and white

We're lonely people you and me
Still we don't call too frequently
Sometimes when water is burning hot
Feels just like freezing cold

But I know much of you
You're my favourite asshole
Tonight we'll sleep away
Without a word the way we do
We know we'll find each other soon

On friday night and there are tears in my eyes
My friends and I are dancing in black and white
It's friday night and there are tears in my eyes
My friends and I are dancing in black and white

just amazing. wow. just amazing.



I'll be your woman with unwavering eyes
Aflame with the spirits and the mysteries of life
The hands of a healer and a samurai
I'll be your woman and you can be mine.
I'll be the gypsy on a path through the trees
The deal maker with front row seats
Who turns from the armchair and the picket line
I'll be your woman and you can be mine.

Not your princess, not your stallion -
an ambiguous complex creature
Not your teacher, not your shivering doll -
But hunkier than your neighbor
Not your mummy, not your daddy -
I'm over being daddy
Not your stallion, don't you lay down -
Get yourself a sailor.

I'll be the mirror where you are a queen
Your fellow magician of the waking dream
Hung with a hammer and a glass of wine
I'll be your woman and you can be mine.



Eyes will drift to the sky
In time
While arms keep holding tight

There's a party in full force
Still the guests
Can't help but watch the door

Expressing your uncertainties
Through years of anniversaries
Then five years down the line
You say, "She was never my type"

Lovers are strangers
There's nothing to discuss
Hearts will be faithful
While the truth is told to someone else

When you look off
Tell me who you really love

Fall comes by surprise
Looking into strange eyes
Like school kids who are not friends
In the streets they are oonnected

Huddling in the dark
The only number you call
Magic moments are not lost
They'll outlive all your doubts

Lovers are strangers
There's nothing to discuss
Hearts will be faithful
While the truth is told to someone else

When you look off
Tell me who you really love



The light has shone on you tonight
But I'll go walking through the darkened streets alone
And fall asleep with a smile
Saving my pennies cause the oracle told me so


I've learned to trust my head to turn
For the feature presentation

I know your ex from Mexico
Taught you something that I have never seen before
But efficiency is not the goal
I'll trade the magician for the eager clumsy soul


And soon my head is gonna turn
Right into the next dimension

The light has shone on you tonight
But I'll go walking through the darkened streets alone
And fall asleep with a smile
Saving my pennies cause the oracle told me so

The ship is near and I'm on time
By being alone needing a woman's touch tonight
The ship is near and I'm on time
By being alone needing a woman's touch tonight

me and the piano. round 2. prize: beethoven. winner: piano, as itself.

I am truly, and deeply, in love :)

from a true friend, when I needed these words the most. tx kim.

amazing dreams... from P - tx ;)... si poezia de care-ti spuneam :)

WaterBody from Jodi Lomask on Vimeo.

pe malul lucrurilor
între două sufluri
încă mai ştii drumul
pierdut în foşnetul moale al dimineţii
desprinderea şi regretul
alegerea care îţi şterge paşii din viaţa neîntâmplată
filmul curge
parcă mai fluid fără gesturile tale
fără ochii mici pantofii mici şi gura ta roşie tristă

într-o tăcere mici scăpărări
meduze electrice cu cozi lungi
fragmente de întuneric se despart lent
corpuri albe armonioase îşi apără cruditatea
cu o linişte obosită
lumina se desface deasupra


("film negru" - ligia pârvulescu)

spring was passing by...

tru that. TRU THAT :)

heheheheheh :D so true...:) & funny :)

:))) mai ales pur le coneseur :)) - adica pt cei care au pisici :)

"you, who hunger so for what I give, but cannot bear to see such power in a woman..."

de 8 martie - true story: despre o DOAMNA (care intamplator a fost poeta si curtezana in venetia secolului XVI) si acuzatia de vrajitorie :) ah... society and its rules... rings any bells? ;))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HG7k7NH9J2k&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XoMtMeiSyCE

filmul intreg, tradus in romana, la:

http://filmehd.net/dangerous-beauty-1998-frumoasa-venetiana-film-online.html

...vine vara :D :D

...tot mexic... :)

:)

my wish starts with "m" :)

chiar am fost AICI... :)) si se aude si pasaroiul negru care-mi place atat de mult... sweet :)

...inca nu mi-am revenit dupa mexic :D I'm so wordless :)

despre frumusete - o descriere a STARII, cat de cat... :)

M-am plasat launtric in zona in care eram observatorul pur si detasat al celor care urmau sa se intample, determinandu-mi soarta.

Am tras adanc aer in piept si am privit imprejurimile, asteptand. Apoi ceva incepu sa se schimbe. Dintr-o data am inceput sa privesc lucrurile ca si cum constiinta mea se largise si putea sa cuprinda in sine tot ce ma inconjura. Ma simteam de parca regasisem o parte naturala din propria fiinta, ce fusese pierduta.

Instantaneu perceptia mea s-a umplut de o sumedenie de amanunte care-mi scapasera pana atunci: fluturi si fel de fel de gaze care-mi zburau in jurul capului, greieri si cosasi care-si cantau cantecul in iarba, am sesizat prezenta unei pasari mari, probabil un soim sau o bufnita care, deranjata de intruziunea mea, a tipat scurt si a zburat, iar eu i-am auzit fiecare bataie de aripa, ca si cum zborul s-ar fi derulat intr-o filmare cu incetinitorul.

Deasupra mea, secera lunii, care ma calauzise de-a lungul calatoriei mele nocturne, atarna pe marginea cerului la apus. In timp ce o priveam, am simtit un nou val de expansiune a fiintei. Luna nu mai parea un simplu obiect pe cer, o imagine bidimensionala, ca si cand ar fi fost privita la televizor. Secera luminoasa era perceputa de acea parte din mine care observa realitatea ca ceva mult mai vast, ca si cum as fi vazut schimbarea succesiva a umbrei pe care lumina soarelui o trasa pe globul lunar, in imagine tridimensionala, proiectata in spatiu.

Perceptia mea largita includea acum nu doar luna, ci si soarele, pe care il vedeam dincolo de linia vestica a orizontului pamantesc, proiectandu-si lumina asupra globului lunar. Efectul resimtit era de expansiune a simtului spatiului dincolo de limitele zonei in care ma aflam, departe in imensitatea cosmosului, in toate directiile, si nu doar deasupra capului si in jurul meu. Puteam vedea si sub picioare si de cealalta parte a pamantului.

Aceasta acuitate a perceptiei ma proiecta dintr-o data intr-o stare de supra-conturare a realitatii, un soi de supra-tridimensionalitate care intensifica prezenta si realitatea fiecarui obiect ce intra in campul meu vizual, de la micile insecte pana la galaxii si corpuri ceresti. Vedeam totul din perspectiva largita a intregului univers.

Totul in jurul meu capata deodata o aura coplesitoare de frumusete si maretie. Stancile si copacii radiau in noapte, dezvaluind contururi complexe, cu crevase si asperitati alcatuite din reflexii multicolore. Pinul mare care-mi marginea perspectiva catre o terasa din dreapta parea sa explodeze in mii de luminite albastre si de culoarea chihlimbarului.

Pe masura ce constientizam aceasta putere marita de a percepe frumusetea, am simtit cum fiinta mea se expansioneaza si la nivel emotional, fiind cuprins de un sentiment de iubire profunda si conexiune cu tot ce exista. Ceva din zona inimii s-a deschis deodata catre in afara si am stiut fara putinta de indoiala ca ma aflam “acasa”, iubit si protejat – lucru care cu o secunda mai devreme mi s-ar fi parut de necrezut.

Am savurat aceasta emotie uluitoare, simtind la un moment dat ca si perceptia asupra propriei persoane incepe sa se transforme. Traind plenar aceasta stare de euforie si identificandu-ma cu martorul constient din profunzimile fiintei, am inceput sa privesc evenimentele care se succedasera in viata mea ca pe un film. Vedeam sincronicitatile, toate gandurile si ideile care imi venisera in minte in trecut exact la momentul potrivit, si realizam ca acestea n-au facut altceva decat sa-mi ghideze viata in viitor. Intelegeam acum ca dincolo de toate evenimentele din viata mea s-a aflat un scop ascuns. Intelegeam, de asemenea, ca tot ce am facut si-a avut izvorul in adevarul pe care am venit sa-l marturisesc lumii. Iar acest adevar al meu era o parte a unui adevar mai vast, ascuns, al planului intregii creatii.

Recunoasterea acestui fapt mi-a produs o deschidere inca si mai mare la nivel emotional. Iubirea, sentimentul euforic de a ma afla “acasa”, de a fi angajat in scopurile inalte ale universului, se manifestau in continuare cu maxima intensitate. Dar, inafara de acestea, simteam cum creste in mine un sentiment de profunda recunostinta pentru conexiunea si sprijinul pe care il primisem. Era ca si cum as fi realizat deodata ca toata vremea am fost purtat pe brate de o putere divina, fara ca eu sa am habar – si-acum dintr-o data cortina se tragea intr-o parte si aceasta se ivea strigandu-mi: “Surpriza!”

Numai ca sentimentul se manifesta cu mult mai multa profunzime si sinceritate decat intr-o traire obisnuita. Intelegeam, la acest nivel de iluminare, ca eram parte a ceva infinit mai vast si coplesitor.

Si atunci, in acel moment de traire plenara a recunostintei fata de divin, s-a produs inca ceva. Simteam ca exista un punct de conexiune personala cu sursa de la care emanau iubirea si sentimentul de apartenenta. Era ca o palpaire, ceva care aparea si disparea. Cand am incercat sa analizez acest sentiment, el a disparut pur si simplu. Apoi, cand m-am concentrat din nou sa simt iubirea, plenitudinea si aprecierea, am retrait aceeasi stare. Era ca si cum sentimentul de recunostinta inchidea un circuit, aducandu-ma mai aproape de punctul de contact cu sursa iubirii universale.

Am ramas mult timp in acea stare de perceptie foarte inalta, simtind cumva totul in simultaneitate, iubirea si certitudinea ca exista un plan dupa care suntem ghidati, ca si acest punct de conexiune abia perceptibil. Nu voiam sa ma misc.

Cerul noptii se golea de stele pe masura ce lumina rasaritului crestea in zare si totul in jurul meu capata culori vii.

(James Redfield - "A douasprezecea viziune - ora deciziei")

Live Webcast: Teaching from the Jataka Tales - English Language | The Office of His Holiness The Dalai Lama

Live Webcast: Teaching from the Jataka Tales - English Language | The Office of His Holiness The Dalai Lama

There will be a live webcast of His Holiness the Dalai Lama's short teaching from the Jataka Tales (Life Stories of the Buddha) from the Main Tibetan Temple in Dharamsala, India, on March 8, 2012. His Holiness will speak in Tibetan with a simultaneous English, Chinese and Russian language translations available.

The teachings start at approximately 8:30am Indian Standard Time (GMT+5.30). The live webcasts can be viewed athttp://dalailama.com/liveweb

For times in your area 8:30am Indian Standard Time on March 8th in Dharamsala, India, is the same as 7:00pm Pacific Standard Time on March 7th in Los Angeles, California, USA.

The teaching will be available for viewing and download after the event athttp://dalailama.com/

my love

we live on a mountain
right at the top
there's a beautiful view
from the top of the mountain
every morning i walk towards the edge
and throw little things off
like:
car-parts, bottles and cutlery
or whatever i find lying around

it's become a habit
a way
to start the day

i go through this
before you wake up
so i can feel happier
to be safe up here with you

it's real early morning
no-one is awake
i'm back at my cliff
still throwing things off
i listen to the sounds they make
on their way down
i follow with my eyes 'til they crash
imagine what my body would sound like
slamming against those rocks

and when it lands
will my eyes
be closed or open?

i'll go through all this
before you wake up
so i can feel happier
to be safe up here with you

... :)

Now listen carefully: Marriage, to me, is not a chain, but an association. I must be free, entirely unfettered, in all my actions - my coming and my going; I can tolerate neither control, jealousy, nor criticism as to my conduct. I pledge my word, however, never to compromise the name of the man I marry, nor to render him ridiculous in the eyes of the world. But that man must promise to look upon me as an equal, an ally, and not as an inferior, or as an obedient, submissive wife. My ideas, I know, are not like those of other people, but I shall never change them. Do not answer me, it would be useless. We shall meet again and talk it all over later. Now take a walk.

(Uma Thurman as Madeleine Forrestier) :)

photo: "Eagle in me" by fiyaasz on deviantart

I love him! :)))))

...eh :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7iQbBbMAFE&ob=av3e

beauty

so true! :))

spent my whole life driving in cars with boys,
riding 'round town drinking in the white noise
used to talk about where we'd be and where we'd go
now we know, baby, now we know.

:)



They say I'm wasting time, they say that I'm no good
Summer of my life, not doing what I should
Call me poison ivy cause I'm far from good
Pretty from afar like a dark star

They say I'm dangerous, they think I'm really bad,
I'm just making up for what I never had
Go out every night whenever I feel sad
Oh this drive-by love, got me crazy like a drug.

I wear my red lipstick, got my make up on
Stumble into trouble, siren with a sad song.
They all got girlfriends, but I'm the one that they want
Miss America with the blue mascara on.

I spent my whole life driving in cars with boys,
Riding 'round town drinking in the white noise
Used to talk about where we'd be and where we'd go.
Now we know, baby, now we know.
Spent my whole life wasted in bars with boys.
Playin' rock 'n' roll dancing in the loud noise.
Used to talk about where we'd be and where we'd go.
Now we know, baby, now we know.

Mommy's Mercedes or Billy's pick up truck?
Come home late at night and baby picks me up.
Tell him "Just drive on and d-don't ever stop.
Don't take me home again, take me to a new land."

I wear my red lipstick, grab my coat and gun
Wonder if this is it, it's darkest before dawn.
Sometimes I wanna give in but I just have to go on
Miss America. Now I'm gone, baby, gone.

I spent my whole life driving in cars with boys,
Riding 'round town drinking in the white noise
Used to talk about where we'd be and where we'd go.
Now we know, baby, now we know.
Spent my whole life wasted in bars with boys
Playing rock 'n' roll dancing in the loud noise.
Used to talk about where we'd be and where we'd go.
Now we know, baby, now we know.

I was born to live fast die young
Leave a beautiful corpse, live my life on the run
Got my cash, my Louis Vuitton, diamonds, and guns
Girls just wanna just wanna have fun

I spent my whole life driving in cars with boys,
Riding 'round town drinking in the white noise
Used to talk about where we'd be and where we'd go.

I spent my whole life driving in cars with boys,
Riding 'round town drinking in the white noise
Used to talk about where we'd be and where we'd go.
Now we know, baby, now we know.
Spent my whole life wasted in bars with boys
Playing rock 'n' roll dancing in the loud noise.
Used to talk about where we'd been and where we'd go.
Now we know, baby, now we know.

you fly straight into my heart...haunting

how insensitive
I must have seemed
when he told me that he loved me
how unmoved and cold
I must have seemed
when he told me so sincerely
why he must have asked
did I just turn and stare in icy silence
what was I to say?
what can you say
when a love affair is over?

now he's gone away
and I'm alone
with a memory of his last look
vague and drawn and sad
I see it still
all the heartbreak in his last look
how he must have asked,
did I just turn and stare in icy silence
what was I to say?
what can you say
when a love affair is over?

it's the disease of the age
it's the disease that we crave
alone at the end of the rave
we catch the last bus home

corporate America wakes
coffee republic and cakes
we open the latch on the gate
of the hole that we call our home

protect me from what I want...
protect me protect me

maybe we're victims of fate
remember when we'd celebrate
we'd drink and get high until late
and now we're all alone

wedding bells ain't gonna chime
with both of us guilty of crime
and both of us sentenced to time
and now we're all alone

protect me from what I want...
protect me protect me
protect me from what I want...
protect me protect me




a friend in need is a friend indeed
a friend with weed is better
a friend with breasts and all the rest
a friend who's dressed in leather

a friend in need is a friend indeed
a friend who'll tease is better
our thoughts compressed
which makes us blessed
and makes for stormy weather

a friend in need is a friend indeed
my Japanese is better
and when she's pressed she will undress
and then she's boxing clever

a friend in need is a friend indeed
a friend who bleeds is better
my friend confessed she passed the test
and we will never sever

day's dawning, skins crawling
pure morning

a friend in need is a friend indeed
a friend with weed is better
a friend with breasts and all the rest
a friend who's dressed in leather