to my only love




(passing through each other - in the mood for love movie)


only you

Looking from a window above
It's like a story of love
Can you hear me
Came back only yesterday
We're moving farther away
Want you near me
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you

Sometimes when I
think of your name
When it's only a game
And I need you
Listening to the
words that you say
It's getting harder to stay
When I see you
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you

All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you

This is gonna take a long time
And I wonder what's mine
Can't take no more
Wonder if you'll understand
It's just the touch of your hand
Behind the closed door

All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you

listened at green tea, with someone special to me

our memory, never fading within us



In this world you tried,
Leaving me alone behind.
There's no other way,
I pray to the gods let him stay.
The memories cease the pain inside
Now I know why.

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here.
All of my memories keep you near
In silent whispers, silent tears.

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life.
Hope there is a way
To give me a sign you're okay.
Reminds me again it's worth it all
So I can go home.

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here.
All of my memories keep you near
In silent whispers, silent tears.

Together in all these memories
I see your smile.
All of the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I'll love you,
Til the end of time.

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd here.
All of my memories keep you near
In silent whispers, silent tears.

All of my memories.

all the good & all the bad

deleting


(forgetfulness by billy collins)

eager to kill


(megadeth - killing road)

beware & run: I'm a creepy girl
with creepy clothes & many other creepy stuff

a person of great character, always very dear to me

while I worked at unhcr in 2002-2003

(veerapong vongvarotai - first on the right)

white night

barcelona with one of my best (girl)friends, d,

and a sea cow hanging around my neck :P

(part of my vacation)

below - just arrived (port vell)

going up the hill - not very happy about that...

just tired

below - as an uglier (:P) version of angelina jolie without a gun,

at the national art museum

tired, happy, fooling around :)

smiling not at reading poetry, but at reading the menu

in a strange and beautiful place (the amatler house)

below is me not visiting sagrada familia :))

(they renewed it in new white stone, so very very disappointing for me,

so I didn't bother to enter)

below - the point where the funny clothes chapter opens

(me shopping in the gothic hood)

port vell

thinking of rome

after a very special flamenco show

drinking sangria in placa reial :)

androgine me

some kind of tree

my beloved cows are everywhere :)

at the fun park - dressed as a clown

the clown after a nervous burst, no reason :)

me as a shadow (or a ballerina) at dali museum

as a begger, in a tram :))

dali (liking him as man)

the last night

"there are worse things than

being alone

but it often takes decades

to realize this

and most often

when you do

it's too late

and there's nothing worse

than

too late"

(Oh yes - C. Bukowski)

They made up their minds
And they started packing
They left before the sun came up that day
An exit to eternal summer slacking
But where were they going
Without ever knowing the way?
They drank up the wine
And they got to talking
They now had more important things to say

And when the car broke down
They started walking
But where were they going without ever knowing the way?

Anyone could see
The road that they walk on is paved in gold
And it's always summer, they'll never get cold
They'll never get hungry
They'll never get old and gray
You can see their shadows
Wandering off somewhere
They won't make it home
But they really don't care
They wanted the highway
They're happy there today, today

The children woke up
And they couldn't find them
They left before the sun came up that day
They just drove off
And left it all behind 'em
But where were they going without ever knowing the way?

we could live / for a thousand years
but if I hurt you / I'd make wine from your tears

when I say nothing at all




It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine


(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)