pictures of me & a song (15 may)

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
that I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
thatI almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel

remembering you standing quiet in the rain
as I ran to your heart to be near
and we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close
how I always held close in your fear

remembering you running soft through the night
you were bigger brighter and whiter than snow
and screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky
and you finally found all your courage to let it all go

remembering you falling into my arms
crying for the death of your heart
you were stone white so delicate so lost in the cold
you were always so lost in the dark

remembering you how you used to be so drowned
you were angels so much more than everything
oh hold for the last time then slip away quietly
open my eyes but I never see anything

if only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held onto your heart
if only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
all my pictures of you

looking so long at these pictures of you
never hold onto your heart
looking so long for the words to be true
but always just breaking apart
my pictures of you

there is nothing in the world that I ever wanted more
than to feel you deep in my heart
there was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more
than to never feel the breaking apart
of my pictures of you